Leave out all the rest…
I dreamed I was missing.
You were so scared,
But no one would listen
'Cause no one else care.
After my dreaming,
I woke with this fear.
What am I leaving,
When I'm done here?
So if you're asking me,
I want you to know:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done,
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed.
And, don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory,
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...
Don't be afraid
Of taking my beating.
I've shared what I'd made.
I'm strong on the surface,
Not all the way through.
I've never been perfect,
But neither have you.
So if you're asking me,
I want you to know:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done,
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed.
Don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory,
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...
Forgetting,
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well.
Pretending,
Someone else can come
And save me from myself.
I can't be who you are.
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done,
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed.
Don't resent me,
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory,
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest...
Forgetting,
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well.
Pretending,
Someone else can come and save me from myself.
I can't be who you are...
I can't be who you are.
Numb…
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
I don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
And I know:
I may end up failing, too
But I know: you were just like me
With someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
I've become so tired
So much more aware
I'm becoming this
All I want to do
Is be more like me
And be less like you
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
In the End…
It starts with one...
One thing,
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you'd try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know...
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down 'till the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal...
You didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, to didn't even know
I wasted it all just to
Watch you go...
I kept everything inside
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory of a time when
I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you'd try
Keep that in mind I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I've tried so hard...
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised, it
Got so far...
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you wouldn't knew me, back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end...
You kept everything inside
And even though I tried,
It all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when
I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should've know
I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
For all this
There's only one thing you should've know
I've tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end,
It doesn't even matter.
New Divide…
I remembered black skies
The lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason to prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the flood cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
There was nothing in sight but memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason to prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the flood cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide
In every loss
In every lie
In every truth that you'd deny
And each regret and each goodbye
Was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason to prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the flood cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Across this new divide
Breaking the Habit…
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So I'm
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight
What I’ve Done…
In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alibi
?cause I've drawn regret
From the truth
Of a thousand lies
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done
Put to rest
What you thought of me
While I clean this slate
With the hands
Of uncertainty
So let mercy come
And wash away
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done
For what I've done
I'll start again
And whatever thing may come
Today this ends
I'm forgiving
What I've done
I'll face myself
To cross out
What I've become
Erase myself
And let go of
What I've done
(Na, Na, Na)
What I've done (Na, Na, Na)
I'm forgiving what I've done (Na, Na, Na)
Shadow Of The Day…
I close both locks below the window.
I close both blinds and turn away.
Sometimes solutions aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
In cards and flowers on your window,
Your friends all plead for you to stay.
Sometimes beginnings aren't so simple.
Sometimes goodbye's the only way.
And the sun will set for you,
The sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
And the shadow of the day,
Will embrace the world in grey,
And the sun will set for you.
Bleed it Out…
Yeah,
Here we go for the hundredth time
Hand grenade pins in every line
Throw 'em up and let something shine
Going out of my fucking mind
Filthy mouth, no excuse
Find a new place to hang this noose
String me up from atop these roofs
Knot it tight so I won't get loose
Truth, this you can stop and stare
Bled myself out and no one cares
Dug the trench out, laid down there
With a shovel up out of reach somewhere
Yeah, someone pour it in
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out!
I bleed it out, go, stop the show
Choppy words and a sloppy flow
Shotgun opera, lock and load
Cock it back and then watch it go
Mama help me, I've been cursed
Death is rolling in every verse
Candy paint on his brand new hearse
Can't contain me, he knows he works
Fuck this hurts, I won't lie
Doesn't matter how hard I try
Half the words don't mean a thing
And I know I won't be satisfied
So why try ignoring him
Make it a dirt dance floor again
Say your prayers and stomp it out
When they bring that chorus in
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out, I've opened up these scars
I'll make you face this
I pull myself so far
I'll make you face this now
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
I bleed it out, digging deeper just to throw it away
Just to throw it away, just to throw it away
I bleed it out.(3x)
Crawling…
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming / Confusing
This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling / I can't seem
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take)
I’ve felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting/Reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem..
To find myself again
My walls are closing in
(Without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced
That there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
So insecure
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real
Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing confusing what is real
[There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface,
Consuming]
[Confusing what is real]
[This lack of self control I fear is never ending,
Controlling]
[Confusing what is real]
Faint…
I am
Little bit of loneliness
A little bit of disregard
A handful of complaints
But i can't help the fact
That everyone can see these scars
I am
What i want you to want
What i want you to feel
But it's like
No matter what i do
I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So i let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that i'm not
But i'll be here
Cause you're all that i`ve got
I can't feel
The way i did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I am
A little bit insecure
A little unconfident
Cause you don't understand
I do what i can
But sometimes i don't make sense
I am
What you never want to say
But i've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what i do
I can't convince you
For once just to hear me out
So i let go
Watching you
Turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that i'm not
But i'll be here
Cause you're all that i´ve got
I can't feel
The way i did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
No
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not right now
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me
Like it or not right now
I can't feel
The way i did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
The way i did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal
This damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't change
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Given up…
Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused, but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help, somehow, somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
God!!!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my misery!
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery!
I've given up, I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away, I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
No More Sorrow…
Are you lost in your lies?
Do you tell yourself I don't realize
Your crusade's a disguise?
Replaced freedom with fear
You trade money for lives
I'm aware of what you've done
No, no more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
I see pain, I see need
I see liars and thieves
Abuse power with greed
I had hope, I believed
But I'm beginning to think that I've been decieved
You will pay for what you've done
No, no more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
Thieves and hypocrites!
No, no more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
No more sorrow
I've paid for your mistakes
Your time is borrowed
Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be replaced
Your time has come to be erased
Valentine’s Day…
My insides all turn to ash
So slow
And blew away as I collapsed
So cold
A black wind took them away
From sight
And held the darkness over day
That night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
I used to be my own protection
But not now
'Cause my path has lost direction
Somehow
A black wind took you away
From sight
And held darkness over day
That night
And the clouds above move closer
Looking so dissatisfied
And the ground below grew colder
As they put you down inside
But the heartless wind kept blowing, blowing
So now you're gone
And I was wrong
I never knew what it was like
To be alone...
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
(I used to be my own protection
But not now)
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
('Cause my mind has lost direction
Somehow)
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
(I used to be my own protection
But not now)
On a valentine's day, On a valentine's day
('Cause my mind has lost direction
Somehow)
Mamy… I think i just kill him…
